Reckless in Innocence ~ A #Free Historical Romance story ~ Part Twenty-one

Reckless in Innocence

for my Historical Romance readers

© Jane Lark

Publishing rights belong to Jane Lark, this should not be recreated in any form without prior consent from Jane Lark

Reckless in Innocence

Reckless in Innocence

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Read the earlier parts 

one , two, three, four,five,six,seven,eight,nineten,eleven,twelvethirteen, fourteen,fifteen,sixteenseventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty

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Elizabeth

Turning in her bed for the hundredth time, Elizabeth plumped and then dented the pillow, trying to find the comfort that would help her sleep. But when she lay down again her thoughts still spiralled with images of Marcus; her body imagining his.

She did not understand him, and now she did not understand herself.

Months ago she had known what she had hoped for, but that dream had been shattered. Yet what did he want? Her to give him another single encounter. He had offered her the same brief liaison she had once offered him. She could not bring herself to say yes. Yet as she lay here temptation whispered. But she did not want another heartbreaking moment in which he would touch her and then walk away. She did not want him unless her dream would become real, unless he loved her. He did not.

Elizabeth sat up. She could not lay here all night with these tumultuous thoughts. She threw back the sheets and climbed from the bed, then picked up the candle. She would go downstairs to the library and find a book to read.

The footfalls of her bare feet on the floorboards were a quiet whisper as she hurried through the silent house in her nightgown, the candle held before her cutting a path through the dark. Her fingers slid down the wooden stair rail as she descended, lifting the candle a little higher so some of its light fell into the hall below. There were four doors. One led to the library but she was not sure which.

She gripped her nightgown lifting the hem as she stepped from the bottom stair. The hall’s stone tiles were cold on the soles of her feet. She let her nightgown slip from her fingers and curved her hand about the candle’s flame as it flickered when she walked across the hall having chosen a door.

When she touched the brass door handle the grandfather clock in the hall behind her struck two after midnight, and there was a heavy thud on the door beside the one she stood in front of and the sound of glass shattering.

Elizabeth froze.

There was no other sound for a moment and then she heard the click of a cue against a ball, followed by the frustrated growl of a man’s voice, and the clatter of the cue being hurled across the room.

Her hand fell from the door-handle and she took a few steps back.

Marcus had said he would be in the billiard room, but she had expected him to be in bed at this hour. She had not thought for a single moment he would still be about the house.

She backed away a few more paces.

The door handle of the billiard room twisted.

Elizabeth turned and ran towards the stairs. The candle flickered, then guttered out, and the hall sank into blackness.

 

Marcus

Marcus shoved open the door of the billiard room. Damn it. He would fetch the brandy from the study, he could find no more port. Why was it that when he wanted to get completely addled, wine would never do the job? He had drunk the whole decanter and drunk himself sober. It had been a bloody foolish idea to come to Larchfield, and even more foolish to bring Elizabeth Derwent. The day after tomorrow would not come fast enough and if he had to drink himself into a stupor to reach it then he would, but the port had not done the job.

Candlelight from the five candlelabrum  which burned in the room spread out into the hall, making the shadows of the dark corners deeper, but the centre of it lighter, and for a moment he just stood there, not believing his eyes. In the heart of the light spreading from the open door, stood Elizabeth. She was like a vision, an angel dressed in white. Her blonde hair hung across her shoulder in a single plait, fine wisps escaping the braid to caress her face. It was as if his heart stopped; his breathing certainly did. Time itself would stop to admire Elizabeth’s beauty.

“Elizabeth?” She looked like a rabbit in the sights of a hound, she had clearly stopped her flight and now stood still, as if by standing still he might not notice her. Perhaps she expected him chase and then ravish her if she ran.

“I came for a book. I could not sleep. I was just going back to my room.”

“But you have not got a book.” He looked at her empty hands then back at her face, his gaze a little hazy from the port. Had she been coming to him? She must have been standing behind the door as the decanter struck the wood. “Shall I help you choose one?”

“No. No, I think that I could not absorb myself in the text anyway. If you will excuse me, I will retire.” She stepped back, towards the stairs.

Marcus walked towards her.

“I think I ought to return to my room.” She stepped back again, the candle holder she’d carried sliding from her fingers, then clattering on the floor as Marcus closed the distance further. She turned, clutching up her nightgown to aid her flight and her fingers reached for the newel post so she might flee.

Marcus caught her arm and spun her back, all too aware of her nakedness beneath the thin nightgown which she wore. “I had a need for two things this night. The first was your company, the second was a drink and seeing as you deprived me of the first, I chose the second. But now that you are here, I fancy being a glutton and having both.”

“Let me go, Marcus.”

“I think not. You came down to see what I would do and now you’re in hot water you’re withdrawing.”

“Please. I came to fetch a book. I did not even know that the billiard room was here.”

His gaze held hers, her turquoise eyes were unrecognisable in the shadows which shrouded the hall. “Whatever brought you here, it is to my good fortune. Share a drink with me, Elizabeth, that is all. Come.” He did not even give her the option of refusing but bent and caught up her legs, swinging her into his arms.

Her arms clasped about his shoulders as he carried her across the hall and into the billiard room where his shoes crunched on the broken glass. He did not set her down on the floor, but deposited her on the edge of the billiard table to protect her feet. “Stay there. I am going to fetch a decanter.”

To be continued…

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If you cannot wait until next week for more of Jane Lark’s writing there’s plenty to read right now 😀 And if you have read them all already, then there’s another treat out now, you can begin devouring, The Dangerous Love of a Rogue

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 The Marlow Intrigues

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The Lost Love of Soldier ~ The Prequel #1 ~ A Christmas Elopement began it all ~ The paperback would be a  lovely stocking filler 😉 

The Illicit Love of a Courtesan #2 

Capturing The Love of an Earl ~ A Free Novella #2.5 

The Passionate Love of a Rake #3 

The Desperate Love of a Lord ~ A second Free Novella #3.5 

The Scandalous Love of a Lord #4

The Dangerous Love of a Rogue #5

The Secret Love of a Gentleman #6

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  • the prequel excerpts for book #3                                           The Scandalous Love of a Duke

Jane Lark is a writer of authentic, passionate and emotional Historical and New Adult Romance stories, and the author of a No.1 bestselling Historical Romance novel in America, ‘The Illicit Love of a Courtesan’.Click here to find out more about Jane’s books, and see Jane’s website www.janelark.co.uk to learn more about Jane. Or click  ‘like’ on Jane’s Facebook  page to see photo’s and learn historical facts from the Georgian, Regency and Victorian eras, which Jane publishes there. You can also follow Jane on twitter at @janelark

 

Reckless in Innocence ~ A #Free Historical Romance story ~ Part Nineteen

Reckless in Innocence

for my Historical Romance readers

© Jane Lark

Publishing rights belong to Jane Lark, this should not be recreated in any form without prior consent from Jane Lark

Reckless in Innocence

Reckless in Innocence

~

Read the earlier parts 

one , two, three, four, five, six,seven,eight,nineten,eleven,twelvethirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteenseventeen, eighteen

~

Elizabeth

Elizabeth’s heart thundered. She had the power to move, he’d made no attempt to restrain her, but she did not because her body tumbled into the pool of his charm and refused to step away.

Marcus’s lips pressed against hers and his hand slipped to the back of her neck and held her steady. For a moment she kept her lips tightly closed, unable to understand the sudden shift in his behaviour, or the turmoil in her head. What was this? Her lips parted and his tongue entered her mouth, she had only kissed him once before, in a dark conservatory, and then it had become much more. Her hands gripped his upper arms. But there was no harm in kissing, she had enjoyed kissing him. She did now.

His free hand slid over the bodice of her habit, up her side and then closed over her breast, squeezing it gently through the cloth. He was like a snake-charmer, the way he inspired sensations within her. A spiral of need twisted through her stomach to the point between her legs.

Her fingers gripped his nape as his began releasing the buttons of her bodice. He slipped them free to a point below her bosom, and his cold fingers were within it, slipping under her chemise and touching her breast.

A pressure at her lower back, his hand, urged her down, as his other hand left her breast and braced her head. He kissed the edge of her lips, her jawline, her cheek and then her closed eyelid and her temple as he they knelt and then he lay her down. Damp seeped through back of her bodice as his hand slipped within in it to touch her breast again, and his lips returned to hers, his tongue delving deep into her mouth. She had not sensed need in him in the conservatory, as there was now. Now there was hunger and thirst in his kiss.

The autumn breeze touched her skin as his head lifted and then his hand raised her breast from her bodice, the breeze made her shiver in the moment before his lips surrounded her nipple. His mouth was warm.

The sensation of his suck on her breast slipped through her blood like ripples on a pond. A sigh of pleasure escaped her throat. His hand left her breast and reached to her thigh and began raising her skirt.

“No!” Her hand covered his. “No.” Was she mad. “You cannot. I did not intend for this.” The pond within her that had felt ripples was now icy water surrounding her, stealing her breath. What had she let him do? she had been an innocent fool again. He thinks nothing of me.

He rolled to his back, sighing as he looked up at the sky. He did not even regret attempting it.

Heat burning in her cheeks, Elizabeth’s fingers shook as she secured her buttons. She stood, “Did you bring me because you thought I would allow it. No. I learned my lesson. You will not have that from me again. I know I offered it to you before, but you have taught me very thoroughly how wrong that was.”

He stood up.

“I want to go back,” Elizabeth stated.

“As you wish.” His gaze did not meet hers, he looked at the woods.

Elizabeth looked down at the riding habit, there was a dark stain on the scarlet velvet, from the damp grass. “What will Lady Campbell say?”

“Angela will say nothing. She has a hundred gowns.”

That was not the point. It was not that which concerned her. Her gaze searched his face. She saw no remorse.

She had convinced herself she no longer loved him, that he was not worthy of her love and she had taken great pleasure in hating the man over the last few weeks. Yet yesterday she had known it was a lie, and today  he kissed her once and she was his again, for him to do with as he wished. Yet Marcus Campbell was a selfish, arrogant pig; he could kiss her and forget her on a whim.

She wished she could forget him.

She would be left with a lifetime of misery, because she would never forget.

“You should not have brought me here!” She bent down and retrieved her gloves.

Marcus turned away from her. “Out riding?” He was deliberately being ignorant as he picked up his hat and gloves.

“To Larchfield. I have no place here, I should not be here.”

“Strangely enough, despite its beauty, that is just how I have always felt.”

She threw him a bitter look, she did not welcome his sarcasm. “I meant it is not right for me to be here with your friends.” Oh, she had an urge to slap his face.

When his hands raised to hold her waist and lift her on to the horse, she pushed them away and stepped back. “I need no help from you, Your Grace. I can manage quite capably alone.”

 

Marcus

Elizabeth snatched up her reins and walked her horse to a fallen branch, leaving Marcus behind.

She had kissed him back. Her participation had been utterly entrancing. He loved the way the caress of her lips was so uncertain, the feeling of exploration and discovery so evident in her touch and she desired him. He could haul her into his arms and kiss away her temper if he chose, if he said the right words to accompany it. But he did not speak. The words would be a lie and he should never have kissed her.

In fact, he was uncertain who he ought to be angry with.. Himself for being fool enough to begin it, or her for having finished it.

Watching her place her foot onto the broken limb of the tree, Marcus saw her slip and catch herself from falling with her gloved hand.

Slotting his foot into a stirrup, despite the massive height of Titan, Marcus lifted his weight, swinging into the saddle with athleticism.

He walked Titan towards where Elizabeth was climbing up on to the fallen branch once more. On this occasion she was more successful and she used the extra height to reach for the pommel of the saddle, placing her foot into the stirrup so that she could lift herself up into her seat. She tried to set her skirts to hide the damp stain but did not succeed.

“Marcus, how can I return like this? Your servants will believe that, that…”

He did not respond. His eyes had reached to the wood, and as Titan paced, he looked up into the branches.

“Marcus, what is it?”

Nothing. It was nothing, just his father’s bloody ghost haunting him again. Masking his expression he turned Titan sharply. “Nothing, Elizabeth. You are right, it is time to leave.”

Elizabeth urged the mare to reach his side, and as she did so, he looked across to bestow a benevolent smile on her, casting all else aside. “There is no need to worry, Elizabeth. Angela will think nothing, except that she is an appalling chaperon. She will, if anything, berate me for trying to seduce you and most likely not allow us to spend any time alone again. Believe me, she thinks highly of you. She will never for one moment believe that you succumbed to such a scoundrel as me and the servants will think what they wish but say nothing.”

Elizabeth blushed, and he say memories and embarrassment in her eyes.

He reached across to squeeze her fingers. “Our secret, remember.” He had told no one, he would not, and he presumed she had not either. To the world she was still innocent, and yet just now, in the heat of the moment, he had been willing to defile that again. His conscience kicked within his chest.

To be continued…

~

If you cannot wait until next week for more of Jane Lark’s writing there’s plenty to read right now 😀 And if you have read them all already, then there’s another treat out now, you can begin devouring, The Dangerous Love of a Rogue

Dangerous Love of a rogue from Zoe

To read the Marlow Intrigues series, you can start anywhere, but the actual order is listed below ~ and click like to follow my Facebook Page not to miss anything…

 

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The Lost Love of Soldier ~ The Prequel #1 ~ A Christmas Elopement began it all ~ The paperback would be a  lovely stocking filler 😉 

The Illicit Love of a Courtesan #2 

Capturing The Love of an Earl ~ A Free Novella #2.5 

The Passionate Love of a Rake #3 

The Desperate Love of a Lord ~ A second Free Novella #3.5 

The Scandalous Love of a Lord #4

The Dangerous Love of a Rogue #5

The Secret Love of a Gentleman #6

Jane’s books can be ordered from most booksellers in paperback and, yes, there are more to come  🙂 

IMG_4415

Go to the index

For

  • the story of the real courtesan who inspired                          The Illicit Love of a Courtesan,
  • another free short story, about characters from book #2,      A Lord’s Scandalous Love,
  • the prequel excerpts for book #3                                           The Scandalous Love of a Duke

Jane Lark is a writer of authentic, passionate and emotional Historical and New Adult Romance stories, and the author of a No.1 bestselling Historical Romance novel in America, ‘The Illicit Love of a Courtesan’.Click here to find out more about Jane’s books, and see Jane’s website www.janelark.co.uk to learn more about Jane. Or click  ‘like’ on Jane’s Facebook  page to see photo’s and learn historical facts from the Georgian, Regency and Victorian eras, which Jane publishes there. You can also follow Jane on twitter at @janelark