Reckless in Innocence ~ A #Free Historical Romance story ~ Part Twenty-five

Reckless in Innocence

for my Historical Romance readers

© Jane Lark

Publishing rights belong to Jane Lark, this should not be recreated in any form without prior consent from Jane Lark

Reckless in Innocence

Reckless in Innocence

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Read the earlier parts 

one , two, three,four,five,six,seven,eight,nineten,eleven,twelvethirteen,fourteen,fifteen,sixteenseventeen, eighteen, nineteen, twenty, twenty-one, twenty-two, twenty-three, twenty-four,

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Marcus

Elizabeth stopped at the edge of the terrace and looked back. One side of her face had a satirical orange glow in the light of the harvest moon, while the other half was in shadow.

“Strangely I find myself not in the least bit tempted by the offer, Marcus.” She turned away then and ran down the steps on to a gravel path which led deeper into the garden.

Marcus did not follow. He wanted her, he knew that now, he wanted her more than he’d wanted any other woman, but he would not offer her what she wanted. He would not ask her to be his wife. He could not. He was incapable of that; panic rose even at the thought.

The darkness absorbed her retreating figure. He turned away and walked back across the terrace to return to the drawing room.

Their guests were seated around a table playing cards while Angela entertained them playing the pianoforte. Jason was on the far side of the room pouring himself a glass of port. Marcus walked over to Angela and sat beside her to turn the pages. He was numb inside. He wanted Elizabeth, and she would not have him in any capacity he was comfortable offering.

“Marcus, dear, did you bring Elizabeth here only to quarrel with her?” Angela glanced at him when he turned a page of her music for her. He did not answer. “Where is she? What have you done with her?”

Marcus straightened his spine and tried to slow his breathing, and stop his heart beating with the pace of a spooked horse racing across open fields. “She’s walking in the grounds.”

Angela’s fingers left the keys and grasped her skirts as she swept from the low stool to stand and look down on him. “You have left her alone in the dark? What is going on?” She moved past him to go to the open French-door. “You surprise me more and more. I did not think you could be cruel. I shall find her if you will not.”

He caught hold of her narrow wrist. “She will not wish to see me. There is no point in my looking.” Nonchalance had swept into his words, it was the instinctive facade of the man he’d shown to the world for years. The man who cared for nothing but hedonism. To any other person in the room it would appear that he did not give one iota for Elizabeth, but Angela knew him too well.

“If you care for her, Marcus,” she breathed on a harsh whisper, “then this is not how you treat her.” She turned sharply to walk away and collided with Jason’s chest.

“I will go.” For the first time in his life Marcus heard a tone of strong disapproval in his brother’s voice.

Elizabeth

“Miss Derwent!”

The voice carrying through the darkness, searching for her, belonged to Marcus’s brother.

Elizabeth swallowed her tears, still unsure if she was crying from anger, regret or simply from a broken heart. She’d followed the avenue of cherry trees and reached a fountain, where three nymphs poured water from conch shells into a round pond full of floating lily pads. Moonlight had illuminated the white stone path before her and now it sparkled on the dark water. Her emotions were too strong to be captured in words or claimed by her voice. Her tears had fallen without her even being aware that they did.

“Miss Derwent…”

He was within a distance to see her, but she did not turn around, she held on to the last few moments to regain her composure.

“Are you were feeling unwell? Angela is playing the pianoforte, and the other ladies have requested dancing. Will you join us?”

She wiped her eyes discreetly in the hope he would not see, then turned to face him.

“I’m afraid, Lord Campbell, I have a slight headache and I am not up to dancing. Would Angela forgive me, do you think, if I retired for the evening?”

“Angela does not need to forgive you, she would not have you sit there and endure the evening if you are not well, Miss Derwent. I will gladly pass on your apologies if you wish to retire.”

“And, tomorrow, my Lord… would you be able to drive me to Tunbridge Wells? I believe that from there I may catch the mail coach?”

“You wish to return to London?” There was a note of disappointment and surprise in his voice.

“I think I must, Lord Campbell.”

“Can I not persuade you to remain with us for another day, until we all return?” He hesitated, waiting to see if she would change her mind.

She would not. She needed to leave, she’d made enough of a mull of things.

When she said nothing, he continued. “Very well, Miss Derwent, if that’s what you wish. Have you the fare to return home?”

She had not even thought of the cost. “No. I… Would you loan me the fare? I will have my father repay you when you return to London.”

“It is of no matter. I am happy to pay it.” He lifted his arm. “May I escort you back to the house?”

“No, I would rather walk alone. Thank you.”

“Then goodnight.” He bowed, slightly, then turned and left her alone.

She listened to the fountain again for a few moments and watched the shimmer of moonlight on the water. Then when she was certain Marcus’s brother had gone, she turned onto a path that would take her around to a servants’ entrance. She would slip into the house. She did not wish to be seen. She did not wish to face the embarrassment of seeing Marcus again.

She had shamed herself twice, given her body to man who wished for nothing more than that. She would break the hold he had over her now. She would not be drawn to him again.

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The Illicit Love of a Courtesan #2 

Capturing The Love of an Earl ~ A Free Novella #2.5 

The Passionate Love of a Rake #3 

The Desperate Love of a Lord ~ A second Free Novella #3.5 

The Scandalous Love of a Lord #4

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Jane Lark is a writer of authentic, passionate and emotional Historical and New Adult Romance stories, and the author of a No.1 bestselling Historical Romance novel in America, ‘The Illicit Love of a Courtesan’.Click here to find out more about Jane’s books, and see Jane’s website www.janelark.co.uk to learn more about Jane. Or click  ‘like’ on Jane’s Facebook  page to see photo’s and learn historical facts from the Georgian, Regency and Victorian eras, which Jane publishes there. You can also follow Jane on twitter at @janelark

Reckless in Innocence ~ A #Free Historical Romance story ~ Part Nineteen

Reckless in Innocence

for my Historical Romance readers

© Jane Lark

Publishing rights belong to Jane Lark, this should not be recreated in any form without prior consent from Jane Lark

Reckless in Innocence

Reckless in Innocence

~

Read the earlier parts 

one , two, three, four, five, six,seven,eight,nineten,eleven,twelvethirteen, fourteen, fifteen, sixteenseventeen, eighteen

~

Elizabeth

Elizabeth’s heart thundered. She had the power to move, he’d made no attempt to restrain her, but she did not because her body tumbled into the pool of his charm and refused to step away.

Marcus’s lips pressed against hers and his hand slipped to the back of her neck and held her steady. For a moment she kept her lips tightly closed, unable to understand the sudden shift in his behaviour, or the turmoil in her head. What was this? Her lips parted and his tongue entered her mouth, she had only kissed him once before, in a dark conservatory, and then it had become much more. Her hands gripped his upper arms. But there was no harm in kissing, she had enjoyed kissing him. She did now.

His free hand slid over the bodice of her habit, up her side and then closed over her breast, squeezing it gently through the cloth. He was like a snake-charmer, the way he inspired sensations within her. A spiral of need twisted through her stomach to the point between her legs.

Her fingers gripped his nape as his began releasing the buttons of her bodice. He slipped them free to a point below her bosom, and his cold fingers were within it, slipping under her chemise and touching her breast.

A pressure at her lower back, his hand, urged her down, as his other hand left her breast and braced her head. He kissed the edge of her lips, her jawline, her cheek and then her closed eyelid and her temple as he they knelt and then he lay her down. Damp seeped through back of her bodice as his hand slipped within in it to touch her breast again, and his lips returned to hers, his tongue delving deep into her mouth. She had not sensed need in him in the conservatory, as there was now. Now there was hunger and thirst in his kiss.

The autumn breeze touched her skin as his head lifted and then his hand raised her breast from her bodice, the breeze made her shiver in the moment before his lips surrounded her nipple. His mouth was warm.

The sensation of his suck on her breast slipped through her blood like ripples on a pond. A sigh of pleasure escaped her throat. His hand left her breast and reached to her thigh and began raising her skirt.

“No!” Her hand covered his. “No.” Was she mad. “You cannot. I did not intend for this.” The pond within her that had felt ripples was now icy water surrounding her, stealing her breath. What had she let him do? she had been an innocent fool again. He thinks nothing of me.

He rolled to his back, sighing as he looked up at the sky. He did not even regret attempting it.

Heat burning in her cheeks, Elizabeth’s fingers shook as she secured her buttons. She stood, “Did you bring me because you thought I would allow it. No. I learned my lesson. You will not have that from me again. I know I offered it to you before, but you have taught me very thoroughly how wrong that was.”

He stood up.

“I want to go back,” Elizabeth stated.

“As you wish.” His gaze did not meet hers, he looked at the woods.

Elizabeth looked down at the riding habit, there was a dark stain on the scarlet velvet, from the damp grass. “What will Lady Campbell say?”

“Angela will say nothing. She has a hundred gowns.”

That was not the point. It was not that which concerned her. Her gaze searched his face. She saw no remorse.

She had convinced herself she no longer loved him, that he was not worthy of her love and she had taken great pleasure in hating the man over the last few weeks. Yet yesterday she had known it was a lie, and today  he kissed her once and she was his again, for him to do with as he wished. Yet Marcus Campbell was a selfish, arrogant pig; he could kiss her and forget her on a whim.

She wished she could forget him.

She would be left with a lifetime of misery, because she would never forget.

“You should not have brought me here!” She bent down and retrieved her gloves.

Marcus turned away from her. “Out riding?” He was deliberately being ignorant as he picked up his hat and gloves.

“To Larchfield. I have no place here, I should not be here.”

“Strangely enough, despite its beauty, that is just how I have always felt.”

She threw him a bitter look, she did not welcome his sarcasm. “I meant it is not right for me to be here with your friends.” Oh, she had an urge to slap his face.

When his hands raised to hold her waist and lift her on to the horse, she pushed them away and stepped back. “I need no help from you, Your Grace. I can manage quite capably alone.”

 

Marcus

Elizabeth snatched up her reins and walked her horse to a fallen branch, leaving Marcus behind.

She had kissed him back. Her participation had been utterly entrancing. He loved the way the caress of her lips was so uncertain, the feeling of exploration and discovery so evident in her touch and she desired him. He could haul her into his arms and kiss away her temper if he chose, if he said the right words to accompany it. But he did not speak. The words would be a lie and he should never have kissed her.

In fact, he was uncertain who he ought to be angry with.. Himself for being fool enough to begin it, or her for having finished it.

Watching her place her foot onto the broken limb of the tree, Marcus saw her slip and catch herself from falling with her gloved hand.

Slotting his foot into a stirrup, despite the massive height of Titan, Marcus lifted his weight, swinging into the saddle with athleticism.

He walked Titan towards where Elizabeth was climbing up on to the fallen branch once more. On this occasion she was more successful and she used the extra height to reach for the pommel of the saddle, placing her foot into the stirrup so that she could lift herself up into her seat. She tried to set her skirts to hide the damp stain but did not succeed.

“Marcus, how can I return like this? Your servants will believe that, that…”

He did not respond. His eyes had reached to the wood, and as Titan paced, he looked up into the branches.

“Marcus, what is it?”

Nothing. It was nothing, just his father’s bloody ghost haunting him again. Masking his expression he turned Titan sharply. “Nothing, Elizabeth. You are right, it is time to leave.”

Elizabeth urged the mare to reach his side, and as she did so, he looked across to bestow a benevolent smile on her, casting all else aside. “There is no need to worry, Elizabeth. Angela will think nothing, except that she is an appalling chaperon. She will, if anything, berate me for trying to seduce you and most likely not allow us to spend any time alone again. Believe me, she thinks highly of you. She will never for one moment believe that you succumbed to such a scoundrel as me and the servants will think what they wish but say nothing.”

Elizabeth blushed, and he say memories and embarrassment in her eyes.

He reached across to squeeze her fingers. “Our secret, remember.” He had told no one, he would not, and he presumed she had not either. To the world she was still innocent, and yet just now, in the heat of the moment, he had been willing to defile that again. His conscience kicked within his chest.

To be continued…

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If you cannot wait until next week for more of Jane Lark’s writing there’s plenty to read right now 😀 And if you have read them all already, then there’s another treat out now, you can begin devouring, The Dangerous Love of a Rogue

Dangerous Love of a rogue from Zoe

To read the Marlow Intrigues series, you can start anywhere, but the actual order is listed below ~ and click like to follow my Facebook Page not to miss anything…

 

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The Lost Love of Soldier ~ The Prequel #1 ~ A Christmas Elopement began it all ~ The paperback would be a  lovely stocking filler 😉 

The Illicit Love of a Courtesan #2 

Capturing The Love of an Earl ~ A Free Novella #2.5 

The Passionate Love of a Rake #3 

The Desperate Love of a Lord ~ A second Free Novella #3.5 

The Scandalous Love of a Lord #4

The Dangerous Love of a Rogue #5

The Secret Love of a Gentleman #6

Jane’s books can be ordered from most booksellers in paperback and, yes, there are more to come  🙂 

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Go to the index

For

  • the story of the real courtesan who inspired                          The Illicit Love of a Courtesan,
  • another free short story, about characters from book #2,      A Lord’s Scandalous Love,
  • the prequel excerpts for book #3                                           The Scandalous Love of a Duke

Jane Lark is a writer of authentic, passionate and emotional Historical and New Adult Romance stories, and the author of a No.1 bestselling Historical Romance novel in America, ‘The Illicit Love of a Courtesan’.Click here to find out more about Jane’s books, and see Jane’s website www.janelark.co.uk to learn more about Jane. Or click  ‘like’ on Jane’s Facebook  page to see photo’s and learn historical facts from the Georgian, Regency and Victorian eras, which Jane publishes there. You can also follow Jane on twitter at @janelark