Reckless in Innocence ~ A #Free Historical Romance story ~ Part Twenty-one

Reckless in Innocence

for my Historical Romance readers

© Jane Lark

Publishing rights belong to Jane Lark, this should not be recreated in any form without prior consent from Jane Lark

Reckless in Innocence

Reckless in Innocence

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Read the earlier parts 

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Elizabeth

Turning in her bed for the hundredth time, Elizabeth plumped and then dented the pillow, trying to find the comfort that would help her sleep. But when she lay down again her thoughts still spiralled with images of Marcus; her body imagining his.

She did not understand him, and now she did not understand herself.

Months ago she had known what she had hoped for, but that dream had been shattered. Yet what did he want? Her to give him another single encounter. He had offered her the same brief liaison she had once offered him. She could not bring herself to say yes. Yet as she lay here temptation whispered. But she did not want another heartbreaking moment in which he would touch her and then walk away. She did not want him unless her dream would become real, unless he loved her. He did not.

Elizabeth sat up. She could not lay here all night with these tumultuous thoughts. She threw back the sheets and climbed from the bed, then picked up the candle. She would go downstairs to the library and find a book to read.

The footfalls of her bare feet on the floorboards were a quiet whisper as she hurried through the silent house in her nightgown, the candle held before her cutting a path through the dark. Her fingers slid down the wooden stair rail as she descended, lifting the candle a little higher so some of its light fell into the hall below. There were four doors. One led to the library but she was not sure which.

She gripped her nightgown lifting the hem as she stepped from the bottom stair. The hall’s stone tiles were cold on the soles of her feet. She let her nightgown slip from her fingers and curved her hand about the candle’s flame as it flickered when she walked across the hall having chosen a door.

When she touched the brass door handle the grandfather clock in the hall behind her struck two after midnight, and there was a heavy thud on the door beside the one she stood in front of and the sound of glass shattering.

Elizabeth froze.

There was no other sound for a moment and then she heard the click of a cue against a ball, followed by the frustrated growl of a man’s voice, and the clatter of the cue being hurled across the room.

Her hand fell from the door-handle and she took a few steps back.

Marcus had said he would be in the billiard room, but she had expected him to be in bed at this hour. She had not thought for a single moment he would still be about the house.

She backed away a few more paces.

The door handle of the billiard room twisted.

Elizabeth turned and ran towards the stairs. The candle flickered, then guttered out, and the hall sank into blackness.

 

Marcus

Marcus shoved open the door of the billiard room. Damn it. He would fetch the brandy from the study, he could find no more port. Why was it that when he wanted to get completely addled, wine would never do the job? He had drunk the whole decanter and drunk himself sober. It had been a bloody foolish idea to come to Larchfield, and even more foolish to bring Elizabeth Derwent. The day after tomorrow would not come fast enough and if he had to drink himself into a stupor to reach it then he would, but the port had not done the job.

Candlelight from the five candlelabrum  which burned in the room spread out into the hall, making the shadows of the dark corners deeper, but the centre of it lighter, and for a moment he just stood there, not believing his eyes. In the heart of the light spreading from the open door, stood Elizabeth. She was like a vision, an angel dressed in white. Her blonde hair hung across her shoulder in a single plait, fine wisps escaping the braid to caress her face. It was as if his heart stopped; his breathing certainly did. Time itself would stop to admire Elizabeth’s beauty.

“Elizabeth?” She looked like a rabbit in the sights of a hound, she had clearly stopped her flight and now stood still, as if by standing still he might not notice her. Perhaps she expected him chase and then ravish her if she ran.

“I came for a book. I could not sleep. I was just going back to my room.”

“But you have not got a book.” He looked at her empty hands then back at her face, his gaze a little hazy from the port. Had she been coming to him? She must have been standing behind the door as the decanter struck the wood. “Shall I help you choose one?”

“No. No, I think that I could not absorb myself in the text anyway. If you will excuse me, I will retire.” She stepped back, towards the stairs.

Marcus walked towards her.

“I think I ought to return to my room.” She stepped back again, the candle holder she’d carried sliding from her fingers, then clattering on the floor as Marcus closed the distance further. She turned, clutching up her nightgown to aid her flight and her fingers reached for the newel post so she might flee.

Marcus caught her arm and spun her back, all too aware of her nakedness beneath the thin nightgown which she wore. “I had a need for two things this night. The first was your company, the second was a drink and seeing as you deprived me of the first, I chose the second. But now that you are here, I fancy being a glutton and having both.”

“Let me go, Marcus.”

“I think not. You came down to see what I would do and now you’re in hot water you’re withdrawing.”

“Please. I came to fetch a book. I did not even know that the billiard room was here.”

His gaze held hers, her turquoise eyes were unrecognisable in the shadows which shrouded the hall. “Whatever brought you here, it is to my good fortune. Share a drink with me, Elizabeth, that is all. Come.” He did not even give her the option of refusing but bent and caught up her legs, swinging her into his arms.

Her arms clasped about his shoulders as he carried her across the hall and into the billiard room where his shoes crunched on the broken glass. He did not set her down on the floor, but deposited her on the edge of the billiard table to protect her feet. “Stay there. I am going to fetch a decanter.”

To be continued…

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Reckless in Innocence ~ A #Free Historical Romance story ~ Part Twenty

Reckless in Innocence

for my Historical Romance readers

© Jane Lark

Publishing rights belong to Jane Lark, this should not be recreated in any form without prior consent from Jane Lark

Reckless in Innocence

Reckless in Innocence

~

Read the earlier parts 

one , two, three, four, five,six,seven,eight,nineten,eleven,twelvethirteen, fourteen, fifteen,sixteenseventeen, eighteen, nineteen,

~

Elizabeth

Tutting, Abigail held up the soiled garment. “Lady Campbell’s habit is stained.”

“Yes, Abigail, I know. Do you think that you can clean it without anyone seeing? I dare not give it back to Lady Campbell as it is.” Elizabeth looked at the small oval mirror on the dressing table, speaking to her maid’s reflection. A frown creased Abigail’s brow as though the task to rid the dress of the water mark would not be easy.

“I shall try, Miss. I will do my best.”

“Thank you.”

Turning her gaze back to her own likeness, Elizabeth picked up the silver-backed brush which lay on the dressing table, then began to stroke it through her hair from her crown to her shoulder.

Her gaze traced the path Marcus’s fingers had taken across her face. The weight of the brush brought her hand back to the top of the dressing table. She was not sure what he saw when he looked at her. But there had been something in his eyes today. She let go of the brush and her fingers traced the same path his had taken, lingering on her lips.

What game was Marcus playing?

He had made it quite plain that he did not want her for a mistress, nor want her as his wife. Then why had he followed her about London and then brought her here? For sport. The words were a war cry, she had to continue to only see the bad in him because when she saw the good it melted her heart.

Marcus Campbell did not want her, did not love her, and she must not love him, because if she let herself love him again her heart would be shattered for eternity.

*    *     *

Elizabeth was seated opposite Marcus at the dinner table. She was unable to eat. He did not take his eyes from her throughout the meal, and she sought not to look at him, but when her gaze passed across his he would smile. She echoed his smile because she did not know what else to do. It was as if he sought to recreate those early days when he had looked at her across a room all evening and they had shared smiles. Her stomach turned over. Too much had happened between now and then.

Lady Fitzherbert, who sat beside him, continued to talk as though Marcus was listening, Elizabeth could hear her, and yet all Marcus did was nod occasionally and stare at Elizabeth.

“Ladies, it is time to withdraw.” Angela set her napkin down beside her plate and stood. All the women rose then, and in respect the gentlemen took their feet. Elizabeth wiped her lips with her napkin, set it down and stood too.

When Angela passed her husband, her fingers touched his shoulder and his captured hers and stopped her. He pressed her fingers to his lips then when she walked on he let her fingers slip free.

When Angela turned, as she reached the door, to smile at all the gentlemen before leaving, Elizabeth glanced back. Marcus watched her with so much passion in his eyes that it sent a spiral of deep pain and pleasure through her core. He was too easy to love when he looked at her with eyes full of admiration and longing, and she could not deny the feelings such a look evoked within her.

“Promise me you will not to be too long, gentlemen?” Angela called.

“I am afraid I cannot promise, darling.” It was Jason who answered. He and Angela acted as though the party was theirs, and the house theirs. Jason was even seated at the head of the table, which was odd when Marcus was the Duke. “We are retiring to the billiard room. I would suggest you do not expect us for the remainder of the evening. Ladies, enjoy your evening. Henry, we will take the port and brandy there.” He even ordered the servants as the host…

While it would be natural for Angela to accept the role of hostess as Marcus did not have a wife, it was strange that he let his brother take the role of host.

The other gentlemen nodded respectively at the women. The women behind Elizabeth said their good evenings as Elizabeth glanced back at Marcus.

It felt as though she was his and he was hers among this group of couples, especially when he looked at her as he was. Perhaps that was all that it was, that being the only two with out a partner made him cleave to her.

Had he planned it to be like this?

She asked herself the same recurring question… Why?

Marcus smiled and nodded at her then formed a sentence with his lips which she did not understand at first. He mouthed the words again. “I will escape as soon as I may.”

Why?  Despite the fact that any desire he might have to see her was both dangerous and foolish, warmth still flooded through her. Her body hungered for any crumb of attention from him. Elizabeth hung back as the women walked into the drawing room, and the men filed out of the dining room, talking and then laughing.

Marcus caught her looking and smiled. Yes. Just as he had used to do in London.

Had something changed between them? She wished to let herself believe, if only for a moment, that Marcus actually cared for her.

“Elizabeth.” Angela looped her arm through Elizabeth’s, drawing her back from her wool gathering. “My brother-in-law can be a little lascivious. You must ignore his behaviour. If it disturbs you then please tell me and I shall throw a proverbial bucket of cold water across his head to calm him down.”

Elizabeth laughed.

“Marcus can be a saint when he chooses, but unfortunately it is very rare that he chooses to act even remotely saintly. It is in general his choice to deliberately take the wicked path. Have you known him long?”

“Since March. Not particularly long.”

“No, but long enough to change the man completely. Did you know that this is the first time Marcus has brought any woman to his home?”

Elizabeth’s forehead creased. Why was Angela saying this? Did it mean he had feelings for her…

“Marcus does not come here. He did not have a happy childhood. I think that he has brought you here to chase away his ghosts, whether they are real or imagined.”

“I do not understand.”

“Then perhaps you should ask him.”

There was no chance to ask him, though, because the men did not come to the drawing room, no matter that he had said he would escape.

When she retired, early because she did not feel comfortable among the woman, Elizabeth closed the bedroom door and leaned back against the wood. Angela was kind but Elizabeth still found her periods alone with the women awkward; she struggled for things to say because she had nothing in common with them. They spoke of things they had done and bought, Elizabeth could only speak of dreams and wants and longings.

She felt desperately tired and a strange feeling turned within her stomach

A flint flared on the other side of the room, it’s reflection shining in the mirror on the dressing table. Elizabeth straightened and turned to look as a candle flickered into life.

“Marcus, what are you doing here?”

“I needed to see you.”

“Could it not wait until tomorrow?”

“No. I find myself too impatient with you. I need your company tonight and tomorrow will not do.” He walked towards her. “I cannot stop myself from thinking of you. Do you know how perfect you are? I like your skin.” His fingers lifted and reached out to brush the highest curve of her breast as it pressed against her bodice. “Your hair is like gold thread, and as bright as the harvest moon tonight?” His hand lifted and his fingers pulled a single pin from her hair so that a lock fell to her shoulder. “I cannot stop myself. I want to touch you.” His head lowered. “To kiss you,” he said over her lips.

There was a heavy scent of brandy on his breath. She pulled back and stepped away. “You are inebriated.”

“Not entirely inebriated. All though I shall admit to being a little foxed.”

“Whatever you wish to call it, you have been drinking, Leave me alone. Abigail will be here soon.”

“I sent her away.”

“You did what? You had no right!” When he tried to step closer again, she pushed his shoulder, trying to push him away. He did not move. “She will think we are lovers!” Her palm pressed against his hard chest over his clothes.

“We were, Elizabeth. We could be again.” The glint in his eyes and the twist of his lips was positively devilish. “I would welcome such an arrangement for tonight, it is what I need. I would make it satisfying.”

“No, Marcus!” Was he mad?

She pressed both her palms on his chest and shoved. He stumbled back.

“I will not be your sport because you are foxed and alone in the country, with no better woman than I to play with.” Elizabeth turned, grasped the door handle and pulled the door open. “Now go, or I shall scream the entire house down and everyone shall know you are here.”

“You would ruin your reputation.”

“You know full well it is ruined already.”

Unrepentant, Marcus caught her about the waist and hauled her close as his head lowered. She turned her head away and so he kissed her neck then breathed into her ear. “Hear me out. I need you tonight. I need you to keep me company. I do not wish to be alone. Have pity on a man who is afraid of the dark.”

He was urging her with persistence but he was not forceful and his voice was jocular, but she had heard what Angela had said. Did he truly want her to help chase away his ghosts? Perhaps there was more to this than selfishness and greed.

More to what? He had asked her to share his bed, nothing more.

He was seducing her senses and her soul again.

If Marcus Campbell had any ghosts to shed they were his previous conquests.

“No, Marcus.” Her hand pressed against his shoulder pushing him away. He went, letting her go and stepping back.

“If you change your mind, I will be in the billiard room, sharing my night with the port.” His fingers cupped the side of her cheek and then he stole a brief kiss, before finally strolling out and walking away.

Elizabeth tugged on the bell pull, feeling as though she had passed through a storm.

She could see Marcus in her minds eye as clearly as if it was this evening he had sat upon a sofa with a look of annoyance, while the sounds of the gaming hall continued about them. He had been so cool towards her. He did not want a wife and he did not want her for a mistress, but he had asked her to be his lover again tonight and she had refused.

Elizabeth’s fingers touched her lips as she crossed to the bed, the fabric of her gown rustling as she walked. She sat on the edge of the bed and her hand fell.  What would it be like to lay with him in the warmth and comfort of a bed? How would it feel to be naked beside him, beneath him, his whole body caressing hers?

Her mouth became dry.

“Miss.” Abigail appeared at the door. Elizabeth had forgotten that she had not closed it behind him.

Elizabeth stood. She had never been angry with the maid before, but she was angry now. “Why did you leave His Grace alone in my room?”

“The Duke was insistent, Miss. He said that you would not need me.”

“Well, as you can see I do need you, and I would be grateful if you ignored the Duke’s instructions in the future. He had no right to send you away.”

“Yes, Miss.” Abigail blushed, reddening to the roots of her hair. She must be assuming exactly what Marcus had intended.

Worse her assumption was exactly what Elizabeth had done, once.

To be continued…

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The Lost Love of Soldier ~ The Prequel #1 ~ A Christmas Elopement began it all ~ The paperback would be a  lovely stocking filler 😉 

The Illicit Love of a Courtesan #2 

Capturing The Love of an Earl ~ A Free Novella #2.5 

The Passionate Love of a Rake #3 

The Desperate Love of a Lord ~ A second Free Novella #3.5 

The Scandalous Love of a Lord #4

The Dangerous Love of a Rogue #5

The Secret Love of a Gentleman #6

Jane’s books can be ordered from most booksellers in paperback and, yes, there are more to come  🙂 

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  • another free short story, about characters from book #2,      A Lord’s Scandalous Love,
  • the prequel excerpts for book #3                                           The Scandalous Love of a Duke

Jane Lark is a writer of authentic, passionate and emotional Historical and New Adult Romance stories, and the author of a No.1 bestselling Historical Romance novel in America, ‘The Illicit Love of a Courtesan’.Click here to find out more about Jane’s books, and see Jane’s website www.janelark.co.uk to learn more about Jane. Or click  ‘like’ on Jane’s Facebook  page to see photo’s and learn historical facts from the Georgian, Regency and Victorian eras, which Jane publishes there. You can also follow Jane on twitter at @janelark