Reckless in Innocence ~ A #Free Historical Romance story ~ Part Eight

Reckless in Innocence

for my Historical Romance readers

© Jane Lark

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Reckless in Innocence

Reckless in Innocence

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Read the earlier parts one , two, three, four, five, six, seven

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Part Eight

Elizabeth

Elizabeth bent to look at herself in the mirror then dropped down on to the small stool in front of her dressing table. She looked hideous. She had dark crescents beneath her eyes. No wonder he did not really like her. She picked up her hairbrush and began to run it through her fine hair until it crackled with static and clung against her damp cheeks, where tears silently drew their damp path.

When he had spoken to her in the gambling club he’d not even shown any sign that he had lain with another woman hours after he’d made love to her. He had no conscience. He had no heart. beneath the face he had shown her these last weeks, he was callous and cold.

How could she love a man like that? Her head was convinced she should not, that she could not, but her heart… and now her body, oh they were much harder to convince.

She had known it even before she’d foolishly begged him to touch her.

Of course, plain Elizabeth Derwent was of no real interest to him. She had only ever been a diversion; that was all, a pleasant diversion.

But it still hurt to know he had not even appreciated the gift she’d given. Had she been that inept?

“What occurred between us should not have happened.”  She hated him for saying that.

But she had expected nothing more, so why did it hurt so much that he had shunned her?

He must think her a silly girl.

Yet she was nineteen… twenty years, in six months time. She was not young any more. She dabbed the linen sleeve of her nightgown against her cheeks. She was too old for tears. It was time she gave up self-pity. Time she showed Marcus Campbell that she did not care what he thought. Time she proved that the world did not revolve around that splendid physique and charming smile.

The new Elizabeth, the no longer innocent and foolish, Elizabeth, would control her own life, and if Marcus could use women as he wished, then surely she could use men. She would show the Duke of Tay how little she needed him.

Chapter Three

 

Marcus

“Miss Elizabeth Derwent was stunning last night, did you see her?”

“Did you hear that she allowed Peter Weston to walk her about the garden alone? They were gone a while. Their absence was noted by the entire gathering.”

“I have never seen a woman with such a flawless complexion.”

“Quite a diamond is Miss Derwent.”

“Quite a diamond and utterly reckless.”

Marcus leaned forward in his seat at White’s, beckoning for a refill of port. He could not help but tune his ears to the conversation beside him no matter how he tried to focus his thoughts on the newspaper in his hands.

In the month since he had laid down his intentions to Elizabeth, or rather lack of them, he’d heard her name time and again.

He had virtually become a recluse to society. It had even occurred to him, he could hide by occupying his seat in the House of Lords, God forbid, he had never sat in it and he never intended to. So his sole entertainment was his own company at White’s, and as now, there was no safe haven. He was subjected to constant descriptions of the woman. It appeared that Elizabeth was not a woman to pine. Instead, she had set the London season into a whirlwind of gossip and expectation. Every single man with hot blood seemed in a frenzy for her.

“Of the first water; a heavenly combination.” One of the men chimed.

Marcus read another headline.

“You have obviously not heard the latest gossip on the subject of Miss Derwent though?” The others had clearly not because no one replied.

Marcus’s eyes followed the article he tried to read, as he reached to take the replenished glass of port, then brought it to his lips to sip the rich liquid.

“Lord Percy has opened a bet in the book. He has put his name down to take Elizabeth Derwent as a lover before the season is out. He has given himself odds on his ability to break in the young virgin and challenged any man to race him to her bed.”

Marcus had to swallow hard to prevent himself from spitting the liquid from his mouth, coughing several times before he could draw breath. My God, he should have warned her about Percy, but the man had never been a threat when her eyes had always turned to him instead. Folding the paper, he threw it upon a table at his side. Now of course, without his company, it was obvious she would accept the court of Percy.

Anger washed through him like a high tide. He would kill the man, and if he had touched her… Damn it, if any man touched her, he would have them strung up by the neck. He could not just sit by and allow Elizabeth to ruin herself. He may not want her for himself but he would not allow her to throw herself away on any scoundrel. She deserved better than Percy.

Thus that evening he found himself out of hiding and on the hunt for her again. He found her after calling in to three separate affairs. She was among a crowd of men, three deep.

Longing, desire, regret, anger and envy all warred for a piece of him.

“Miss Derwent!” he barked from the edge of her court, knowing damn well that she knew he was there and ignored him. “A moment.”

“Why, Your Grace…” Her eyes turned to him with a mocking expression, her tone holding a mocking note. The cluster of men about her looked at him. “…I am sorry. I cannot say it is a pleasure to see you.”

She sounded like a stranger as she polished off her words with a shrill laugh, and then offered the men about her a smile that gave Marcus no respect, practically dismissing him as a nobody. He was a Duke.

He stepped forward, entering her harem of men, and touched her arm. She did look back but it was with a sharp expression

“Forgive me I cannot spare you any of my time, I am having the most entertaining discussion with Mr Harrington and his cousin…”

Marcus was not willing to be played like the rest of these men. He did not do such things. He’d lost patience with this game, elbowing those she talked to aside he caught hold of her arm, eyeing her companions harshly. “If you will excuse Miss Derwent, gentlemen, I am afraid our discussion is far more urgent than she is aware.”

Marcus pulled her away from the group and led her across the middle of the empty dance floor, his fingers gripping her arm probably over tightly, propelling her towards the seclusion of a window seat….

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Reckless in Innocence ~ A #Free Historical Romance story ~ Part Seven

Reckless in Innocence

for my Historical Romance readers

© Jane Lark

Publishing rights belong to Jane Lark, this should not be recreated in any form without prior consent from Jane Lark

Reckless in Innocence

Reckless in Innocence

~

Read the earlier parts one , two, three, four, five, six,

~

Part Seven

Marcus

Marcus had played a number of hands of cards with his brother, and shared a couple of hours of congenial conversation, when Jason leaned back and declared, “It is time I returned to make amends to my wife, and eat my humble pie for not returning at a reasonable hour.”

When Jason stood. Marcus rose too, pocketing his winnings and preparing to leave.

“Elizabeth, do stop making a fuss.”

Marcus’s gaze left his brother and shot to look at the women who stood across the room. What on earth was Lady Derwent thinking of, bringing her daughter to a gambling hell? This particular one was not gentlemen only but regardless, it was a place for hell-raiser and named for the purpose, it was not a place for innocence.

Elizabeth.

Desire and then guilt curdled Marcus’s blood.

Her eyes looked at the floor as she trailed behind her mother.

She had lost the confidence she’d gained in the weeks he had given her his attention. Elizabeth Derwent had always been vibrant and smiling. This girl was staring blankly at the floor as though she regretted what she had done, as though she had learned a harsh lesson. A harsh lesson taught by him, damn him.

Forgetting his brother, Marcus left the table and crossed the room, to her side, pulled like the pin of a compass to true north. “Lady Derwent, Miss Derwent,” Marcus bowed with all the grace he would have given Elizabeth had he encountered her at Almack’s, which of course he never had. Her parents’ reputation would never qualify Elizabeth access to a place with such a high opinion of itself. “I am surprised to see you here.” He focused his address to her mother, not wishing to draw attention to his particular acquaintance with Elizabeth.

“I have come to play, Your Grace. I cannot see there is aught surprising about that.” Lady Derwent dismissed Elizabeth’s presence here as though it would be insane not to see debutantes in every gaming hell.

“Then you may have my seat at the table there, Lady Derwent.” He directed her attention to the vacant seat he’d just left and when she turned, he looked at Elizabeth, meeting her gaze for the first time.

It bore no gladness. There was no smile for him tonight, no light catching in her eyes. Yet her skin had reddened with a deep blush.

Marcus glanced back at her mother. “If you would approve, Lady Derwent, may I offer to accompany Miss Derwent to seek refreshments?”

“That would be most kind, Your Grace. I would love a glass of champagne. Run along, Elizabeth.”

Of course. Lady Felicity Derwent was a notorious gamester, her eyes had barely left the vacant seat at the table. She was never away from the cards.

Guilt sliced through Marcus with the force of a double-edged sword.

What hope had Elizabeth had of not being prey to hawks like him, with a mother that sat at the tables all night?

Lady Derwent nodded at Elizabeth and then turned to the table immediately, forgetting her daughter.

From this point forward Marcus knew it would be as any other night. Elizabeth could do anything she wished without censor.

Temptation teased, and he had drunk enough to consider taking a room upstairs, but not enough to fully silence his new-found conscience. Elizabeth is a debutante, not a randy widow and certainly not a whore. Be sensible and have some respect for the girl… God knows you did not have enough respect for her last night.

His fingers lifted and brushed through his hair, then lowered. He offered her his arm. “We should talk, Elizabeth,” he said quietly.

“Marcus?”

Marcus looked across his shoulder to meet Jason’s gaze. Damn. He’d forgotten his brother.

“Forgive me, Jason. You will excuse me if I do not accompany you home?”

“Of course.” Jason raised his brows. “I shall say goodnight then Marc, Miss…?”

“Good night.” Marcus responded sharply. He did not wish to introduce Jason to her… That would be insane. This had to be forgotten, and introducing her to his family was not the way to sweep this mess aside…

Elizabeth

Marucs’s companion gave her a swift bow, he had asked for an introduction, by inference, but Marcus had refused it.

As the man left, Marcus turned to face her, a smile lifting the edge of his lips.

Her insides turned over sharply in salute to the magnificence that was Marcus Campbell, Duke of Tay. But she was wiser now than she had been a day ago. She knew how cold-hearted he could be beneath that beauty.

She closed her mouth tightly, so she did not shout the obscenities that screamed through her head, and clutched her hands into fists at her sides rather than take his offered arm, so her hands would not slap him.

Lowering his arm, Marcus accepted her rebuff. It was what he deserved, she told herself, even though she knew where the blame really laid. With her.

The smile fell from his lips as instead he lifted a hand to direct her. “This way. I shall find us somewhere quiet.”

“I will not…” It was a quick retort and it implied the weight of her regret, and he heard it.

“I know, Elizabeth. I do only mean to talk…” He gripped her upper arm and pulled her into movement. It was like he was angry too, when he had no cause to be, as he steered her from the room, his movement stiff. She had never known him like this.

“For heavens sake. What the hell was your mother thinking?”

His head had bent to hers, and the harsh whisper stirred the hair beside her ear. But his gaze still looked across the room, presumably to hide the depth of his emotion.

“I have no say over what my mother does,” Elizabeth bit back, echoing the same note of anger. “I cannot control her choice? Apparently my father is here, although I have not seen him. She came here seeking funds. Yet now she is here she will not walk away from a game of course.”

The explanation only seemed to increase his anger, as his fingers gripped her arm more tightly, while the pace of their progress across the room increased.

A few moments later she was planted on a sofa in the lobby, as though she were no more than a sack of coal. Men and women wandered through, choosing between the gaming rooms. Elizabeth clutched her hands together in her lap as he sat beside her…

She schooled her expression to a blank, trying to conceal her inner turmoil as Marcus turned sideways, to face her, watching her as though now he had her here he could find no words.

“I thought you wished to speak to me, Your Grace? Pray, if you have something to say, say it,” she prompted, bitter and angry, even though she knew it was she who had let herself down. But even though it was herself she was truly angry at she could not stop herself from hurling that anger on to Marcus. He had accepted the offer of her innocence and then walked away.

“I sense that you are agitated with me,” he began. “I admit I do not blame you.” He paused as his gaze seemed to look deep into her eyes… She blinked, she did not wish him to stare at her anymore. “Perhaps I should have made things clear from the beginning.”

Elizabeth watched him, intently. Disbelieving… What did he imagine she thought… Made things clear… He had indeed made them very clear today when he had been shopping with another woman as if nothing had occurred the night before.

“I do not know what you expected, Elizabeth, but I have no intention of being shackled by the parson, and I am not so jaded as to offer you anything else. I would not take you as a mistress. Nothing can be acceptable in your situation. I am sorry. What occurred between us should not have happened, and it will be as though it did not. I will tell no one. I give you my word.”

Sitting straighter in the seat, her chin lifted higher, but she did not take her eyes from his.

He looked at her as if he expected her to cry. She was too numb inside to cry. Her expression remained set… I would not take you as a mistress… No she had seen today that that position was already filled, and – how could he think she would wish for that.

He took a deep breath, as if he would say more. Enough. Elizabeth did not wish to suffer anymore of his words.

“Thank you, Your Grace. I am most grateful to you for making your position clear. I am sorry to hear that you regret the events of last evening. However, I am sure your entertainment today has wiped it from your mind, so there is a blessing.” He looked at her blankly.

She ignored his dumbfounded expression. “Now if you will excuse me.” She rose.

“Elizabeth.” He lifted his hand to catch her arm and draw her back but she moved out of reach.

“Good evening, Your Grace.” She turned away.

“Elizabeth,” he said again, rising. “I did not say…”

He reached out to capture her arm, again, but she dodged his hand, and headed back into the gaming room to find her mother, leaving him standing there, alone.

 ~

If you cannot wait until next week for more of Jane Lark’s writing there’s plenty to read right now 😀

and until October the 27th many of the books are on sale in the UK and the USA from $1.99 and 69p

To read the Marlow Intrigues series, you can start anywhere, but this is the actual order

The Lost Love of Soldier ~ The Prequel

#1 The Illicit Love of a Courtesan

#1.5 Capturing The Love of an Earl ~ This Free Novella

#2 The Passionate Love of a Rake

#2.5 The Desperate Love of a Lord ~ A second Free Novella

#3 The Scandalous Love of a Lord

and, yes, there are more to come  🙂 soon…

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  • the prequel excerpts for book #3                                                                   The Scandalous Love of a Duke

Jane Lark is a writer of authentic, passionate and emotional Historical and New Adult Romance stories, and the author of a No.1 bestselling Historical Romance novel in America, ‘The Illicit Love of a Courtesan’.

Click here to find out more about Jane’s books, and see Jane’s website www.janelark.co.uk to learn more about Jane. Or click  ‘like’ on Jane’s Facebook  page to see photo’s and learn historical facts from the Georgian, Regency and Victorian eras, which Jane publishes there. You can also follow Jane on twitter at @janelark

Jane’s books can be ordered from most booksellers in paperback

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