Reckless in Innocence ~ A #Free Historical Romance story ~ Part Sixteen

Reckless in Innocence

for my Historical Romance readers

© Jane Lark

Publishing rights belong to Jane Lark, this should not be recreated in any form without prior consent from Jane Lark

Reckless in Innocence

Reckless in Innocence

~

Read the earlier parts 

one , two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight,nineten, eleven,twelvethirteen, fourteen, fifteen

~

Elizabeth

Leaning against the balustrade of the broad terrace which ran the length of Larchfield, Elizabeth looked out across the gardens. The night was cool and the air fresh. She had not realised how much she’d missed the clean air and sweet scents of the country. It was pleasant here, quiet as London could never be, and she remembered home; the cold manor with cobwebs in every corner. It was even cold in summer, and in winter she had to wrap up in several layers of clothing to keep warm. The single fire in the kitchen range was the only one that had been lit for years and it did not keep the entire manor warm. Often, as a child, she’d spent her evenings in the kitchen by its side, watching the scullery maid wash dishes.

But remembering her home with its worn drapes and  faded wallpaper, which was peeling from the walls from the damp, made her feel so out of place here. The avenues of perfectly clipped hedging and trellis, stretching out before her, punctuated with fountains and statues of god like men and women, only highlighted how distant her life and her status was from Marcus’s.

And everyone else here was respectable. The Campbells’ friends, Lord and Lady Fitzherbert were travelling back to their estate; they’d met Marcus’s brother and his wife soon after the two couples had married. Then there were the Everetts and the Castletons, both gentlemen Marcus and his brother had known since school.  They were all as quiet as the country – brought up in wealth and comfort by parents who neither gambled nor drank to excess.

Her eyes reached to the furthest fountain and then the lake and the meadow beyond and beyond that there was a wooded hill.

“Do you like it?” Marcus’s voice rose behind her and made her jump.

Elizabeth pulled her woollen shawl closer about her shoulders. She had come out here to be alone, because the conversation within the drawing was beyond her. It was the conversation of wives, and the men had been left at the table to drink their port. “The sunset is indeed beautiful tonight.”

“I did not mean that, Elizabeth, and you know it. I meant my home. Do you like my home?”

“Our manor house is small. My father has fifteen acres left. You know our circumstances; why would I not appreciate the wealth you have, Your Grace? But I do not envy you it, if that is what you are asking?”

“It was not a trick question, Elizabeth. I did not ask it to taunt you. If you even consider envy I shall return you to London.” He took a step closer to her. “Will you call me Marcus while we are here? When two people are as close as we have been it seems ridiculous that you, Your Grace, me.”

She looked at him. The sky above him was shaded from dark to light blue and behind him the red rim of the sun slipped beneath a distant hill, and about it the sky was red and gold, it cast his face in shadow, she couldn’t see his expression. “Why did you bring me here?”

He was silent for a moment as he looked at her face, which he must be able to see in the last violet-blue of the sunset.

“To keep you away from Lord Percy and the other scoundrels you entertain.”

She did not wholly believe him, there seemed something more to it, something spoken in the clipped pitch of his voice.

Elizabeth turned back to the view and watched the blackness to creep towards them; already she could not see to the edge of the wood. But then a white flash danced across the meadow beyond the pleasure garden and her eyes adjusted to the last light of dusk. “Look, Marcus, look. It’s a red deer.” She pointed to the distance.

Marcus moved closer behind her and leaned to her shoulder, to look along her arm and see where she pointed, while his hand rested at her waist. “I see it. Look, there are more. I can see another two.” He straightened but he did not move away and his other hand settled on her waist too.

“And a stag. Do you see the stag? His antlers are magnificent.”

“I see him. Those antlers will be upon my wall soon if we go hunting tomorrow.”

Elizabeth turned and flung the flat of her fist at his chest. “You dare harm that poor creature, Marcus Campbell, and I shall never forgive you.”

Marcus caught her hand. Smiling broadly in the wicked way which had melted her heart from the first moment she’d seen him, he took her hand to his lips and kissed her wrist and when her hand fell open, his lips touched her palm.

Elizabeth shook her hand free and stepped away from him, her thoughts confused.

Was he playing with her? What was this? He had not touched her in weeks.

No, oh no. Had he brought her here for this, for a repetition, to make her his again, in a physical sense? But he’d said  he did not want her as a mistress.

Her heart slammed against her ribs at the very idea, warring between anger, fear – and hope. But even if he decided he did want her it would not be as a wife, and she had learned her lesson. She’d given her heart to him once and he’d ripped it up. Giving herself to him had been reckless and foolish. “I will retire,” she whispered, stepping back again. “I am tired. I did not sleep well last night.” She did not wait for his response; instead she turned and walked away.

 

Marcus

Marcus turned away as she left and looked out into the pitch black of night now that dusk had passed.

When he’d seen her standing here in the half-light he’d wished that he could paint, that he could capture that moment of her beauty. Why had he brought her here? He hardly knew why himself, other than it was easier to keep her away from Percy on his home ground. Liar, you brought her here, because you wanted her here.

Elizabeth was the only woman who had ever affected him beyond a superficial lust. A need for her pulled at his senses, a very deep need. He felt like an addict and he was tired of sharing the woman.

He sighed into the night. Elizabeth’s beauty and the beauty of his home were matched – things he desperately wanted but would never claim.

Home. What a damned fool word to describe Larchfield. This place had never been a home to him, not when he was a child and certainly never as an adult. In fact he had only returned to the property twice in all the years since leaving school. He paid his man of business to manage it, actively avoiding the need to do anything for it, and that had included visiting the place. He kept it on for Jason’s children, not his own.

Damn it, why do I care if she likes the place?

But he had meant that question. He’d brought her here to like it, to see if she liked it. Yet who knew why? He did not.

To be continued…

~

Over the Christmas holidays I’ve been busy checking the last edit of the next book in the Marlow Intrigues which is out on January, 22nd, The Dangerous Love of a Rogue, but boy does it make me realize how simple this story which I wrote years ago was, this is so different to what I’m writing now, but it was never intended to be anything other than a Mills & Boon monthly, I don’t think I would be capable of even trying to write one now as my word counts extend and extend… 😀

If you cannot wait until next week for more of Jane Lark’s writing there’s plenty to read right now 😀

To read the Marlow Intrigues series, you can start anywhere, but the actual order is listed below ~ and click like to follow my Facebook Page not to miss anything…

 

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The Lost Love of Soldier ~ The Prequel #1 ~ A Christmas Elopement began it all ~ The paperback would be a  lovely stocking filler 😉 

The Illicit Love of a Courtesan #2 

Capturing The Love of an Earl ~ A Free Novella #2.5 

The Passionate Love of a Rake #3 

The Desperate Love of a Lord ~ A second Free Novella #3.5 

The Scandalous Love of a Lord #4

The Dangerous Love of a Rogue #5

Jane’s books can be ordered from most booksellers in paperback and, yes, there are more to come  🙂 

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  • the story of the real courtesan who inspired                          The Illicit Love of a Courtesan,
  • another free short story, about characters from book #2,      A Lord’s Scandalous Love,
  • the prequel excerpts for book #3                                           The Scandalous Love of a Duke

Jane Lark is a writer of authentic, passionate and emotional Historical and New Adult Romance stories, and the author of a No.1 bestselling Historical Romance novel in America, ‘The Illicit Love of a Courtesan’.Click here to find out more about Jane’s books, and see Jane’s website www.janelark.co.uk to learn more about Jane. Or click  ‘like’ on Jane’s Facebook  page to see photo’s and learn historical facts from the Georgian, Regency and Victorian eras, which Jane publishes there. You can also follow Jane on twitter at @janelark

Reckless in Innocence ~ A #Free Historical Romance story ~ Part Fourteen

Reckless in Innocence

for my Historical Romance readers

© Jane Lark

Publishing rights belong to Jane Lark, this should not be recreated in any form without prior consent from Jane Lark

Reckless in Innocence

Reckless in Innocence

~

Read the earlier parts 

one , two, three, four, five, six, seven, eight,nineten, eleven, twelve, thirteen

~

 

Elizabeth

“Has something special brought you in here, Your Grace?” Elizabeth hovered at the parlour door, her fingers woven together at her waist, “It is odd for you to appear when I have no other male guest.” What was he up to now. She was becoming tired of his constant observation, when he did nothing but stare.

Marcus handed his gloves and hat to Abigail, who stood beside him, already carrying his outdoor coat across her arm, then he looked at Elizabeth and grinned, broadly. She was inclined to smack the smile off his pretty face.

“I shall ignore your acerbic tone. But were you waiting on me, Elizabeth? Your maid has not yet announced my arrival and I am already welcomed, and so warmly…”

Elizabeth winced at his sarcasm as a giggle escaped Abigail’s lips. The maid bobbed a curtsy to him to hide her mirth.

“Or did you think that I was Lord Percy? Perhaps that is why you came out to meet me in the hall, believing it would be him you were welcoming?”

“It was precisely the opposite. It’s because I knew it was not Lord Percy. Abigail’s introduction carries a completely different pitch when it is Lord Percy, and she’s inexperienced so I came to see how she managed with her welcome.”

Marcus turned to the maid.

Abigail had become crimson beneath the wisps of brown hair escaping her white cap.

“You do not approve of Lord Percy?”

Abigail blushed harder.

“Very sensible. Keep it that way and try to make your mistress see sense.” He winked at Abigail.

He was such a flirt. 

“I will fetch some tea, Miss.” Abigail bobbed a second curtsy looking as if she wished for a hole to slip into. She hated managing callers, that was why Elizabeth had come out, because she knew Abigail  was uncomfortable in the company of many of her father’s guests. But it was true, she also hated Lord Percy.

“Thank you, Abigail.”

The maid bobbed another curtsy in her direction then she turned away and disappeared below stairs. 

Elizabeth looked at Marcus. “Now you have finished teasing my maid would you care to tell me what does bring you in here?”

He walked forward, the leather soles of his boots squeaking on the oak floor which Abigail had recently waxed.

He was dressed in beige unmentionables and a dark brown morning coat. Too well dressed for a mere ride; he had not called in in passing, and he had not been sitting outside astride his horse merely to glare at her door. Elizabeth did not move.

His expression was full of humour, and a half smile slanted his lips.He looked as he had when she’d first begun speaking with him.

“I have come with an invitation for you.” He held out his hand as he reached her, encouraging her to re-enter the parlour.

Her sewing lay on a small table beside the sofa.

Elizabeth crossed the room and sat. She assumed she was meant to rise to the word, invitation, and become excited, but she was wiser than she had been, and she was not going to let him play with her. “You will forgive me, Your Grace, if I continue my work while we speak; it is rather early and I have things to do.”

Marcus grinned at her, a jovial smile. She hadn’t seen him smile like that in weeks. It turned her blood to water. 

“By all means, Elizabeth. May I sit?”

“Yes. Your Grace.”

He occupied the winged arm chair opposite, looking as handsome as ever. He filled the room with his intensity whenever he came in. When Percy was here her concentration was always dragged to Marcus, even when he did not speak. Her treacherous heart and soul still focused on the man.

He sat forward in the chair, his elbows on the arms and his fingers clasped together, while Elizabeth sewed a stitch in the repair she was making to one of her father’s shirts.

When Percy was here Marcus simply sat back, covering his mouth with a hand, watching and listening but never  joining in the conversation. “When we’re alone, may we forget this pretence of formality? We know each other too well for it, after all. Call me Marcus…”

Elizabeth glanced over at him. Why? What was he up to? “Very well. Marcus, please tell me what has brought you in from your sentry point outside?”

 

Marcus

She’d used his first name but her words resounded with the distance of formality. She had grown so cold with him. He wished he could hold her now and make her warm to him again; kiss the little pulse which throbbed at the base of her neck. But it would lead to things he should not do.

In his defence though she was even more beautiful in anger, when her cheeks had roses and her blue eyes flashed with impending storms.  

“As I said, I have an invitation. I am retiring to the country for a few days. My brother and his wife are accompanying me, and a few of their friends have been invited. I thought… No. I hope, you will join us?”

The door was open, but it opened a little wider suddenly. “Of course my daughter would love to attend, Your Grace.” Lady Felicity Derwent appeared at the door of the small parlour and she ushered Abigail and the tea into the room behind her.

Damn the woman’s intrusion.

Marcus rose to his feet and stepped forward to take Lady Derwent’s hand, to bow over, but when he straightened, his gaze turned to Elizabeth and her expression told him everything…

She had been about to refuse him and her mother had just forced her hand. Perhaps she did not care for him at all any more. He could hardly blame her, he’d scarcely treated her well. He would do what he could to make it up to her while they were away from London. He did not wish to share her with anyone else, and he need not in Kent.

“I should come with you, of course.”  Lady Felicity took a seat. “Put down that sewing, Elizabeth, while we have a guest.”

“It is unusual for you to rise so early, Mama.”

Elizabeth’s tone was one of challenge as much as inquiry and Marcus heard the accusation clearly. He wished he could laugh at Elizabeth’s expression of impatience. She did not want her mother to come, and he could understand it. But nor had she wished to come.

“Miss Derwent…”

She looked at him.

“…My sister-in-law, Lady Campbell, will be attending.” He glanced up at her mother. “She will gladly chaperon Miss Derwent, Lady Derwent.” Unfortunately for me, probably far better than you have ever done.

Marcus looked back at Elizabeth and passed her a conspiratorial smile. “If you would be happy with the arrangement?” 

“And how will she travel, your Grace? We cannot spare our coach.” Marcus looked back at her mother,  while Elizabeth began pouring out the tea.

 

Elizabeth 

Did she truly hear the inflection in her mother’s voice which suggested he should drive her?

Marcus looked at her as he answered, and took the full cup from her hand. “My brother and I will ride. My sister-in-law intends to take my coach. She will be glad of your company, Miss Derwent, if you would care to share her journey?”

The man was bending over backwards to glean her acceptance today. Too late. The words breathed through her heart. She was too long out of charity with him. He’d had his chance with her, plenty of chance. She did not want him to make up to her now.

Pouring a cup of tea for her mother Elizabeth let her thoughts revolt. She did not like the idea of spending several days with Marcus, let alone becoming cosy with his family. She wished her mother gone, she never appeared when Lord Percy was here, but as soon as Marcus arrived she was there to meddle.

Well if she hoped for an offer from a duke, there was no hope, and now Elizabeth knew there would never be one from Lord Percy either… no respectable offer anyway. He had proposed. He’d proposed last evening. He’d taken the opportunity of Marcus’s absence to lead her outside where they may speak alone and his proposal had been carte blanche.  She had slapped his face and left him alone in the dark, and now today Marcus had come to make another proposal… 

What game was he playing?

He’d made his position as clear as it was possible to make it – weeks ago. He did not want her as a wife, nor as a mistress, so why would he not leave her alone?

At least if he left her alone she might be able to forget him.

But to be in the same house as him for days… that would be cruel.

It had been difficult with him watching her like some dark avenging angel – knowing he was there, and knowing he was out of her reach. Being in a house with him day and night would be ten times worse. And why?

If he truly had no interest in her, then why?

Over the past few weeks it had seemed as if Marcus had been determined he did not want her, and yet equally determined no other man would have her.

Elizabeth sighed gripping her own saucer and carefully bracing her cup of tea. Her mother and Marcus were pushing her down an inevitable path. There was no running nor hiding from it, for whatever reason he had made this offer and her mother had accepted. But out of the two options she had left to her, if she must go, she would rather not go with her mother.

“I would be very grateful to Lady Campbell.” 

“Excellent,” Marcus sounded glad as he leaned back to drink his tea.

Elizabeth watched his face, the slight smile toying with his lips, the warmth in his eyes as he looked back at her. His expression reminded her of their early days, whispering in quiet window seats at a ball. He looked truly pleased. He had orchestrated this. He had not wished her mother there either.

Why?

To be continued…

 

If you cannot wait until next week for more of Jane Lark’s writing there’s plenty to read right now 😀

To read the Marlow Intrigues series, you can start anywhere, but the actual order is listed below ~ and click like to follow my Facebook Page not to miss anything…

 

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The Lost Love of Soldier ~ The Prequel #1 ~ A Christmas Elopement began it all ~ The paperback would be a  lovely stocking filler 😉 

The Illicit Love of a Courtesan #1.5 

Capturing The Love of an Earl ~ A Free Novella #1.5 

The Passionate Love of a Rake #2 

The Desperate Love of a Lord ~ A second Free Novella #2.5 

The Scandalous Love of a Lord #3

The Dangerous Love of a Rogue #4

 

Jane’s books can be ordered from most booksellers in paperback and, yes, there are more to come  🙂 

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Go to the index

For

  • the story of the real courtesan who inspired                          The Illicit Love of a Courtesan,
  • another free short story, about characters from book #2,      A Lord’s Scandalous Love,
  • the prequel excerpts for book #3                                           The Scandalous Love of a Duke

Jane Lark is a writer of authentic, passionate and emotional Historical and New Adult Romance stories, and the author of a No.1 bestselling Historical Romance novel in America, ‘The Illicit Love of a Courtesan’.Click here to find out more about Jane’s books, and see Jane’s website www.janelark.co.uk to learn more about Jane. Or click  ‘like’ on Jane’s Facebook  page to see photo’s and learn historical facts from the Georgian, Regency and Victorian eras, which Jane publishes there. You can also follow Jane on twitter at @janelark